Learning a Language

You never really think about it, but it's amazing how easy it is to express yourself in your home language. For me, English comes so naturally! But when you think about it....how can you possibly convey yourself to people who don't even speak your language? The concept is still so alien to me. I simply don't understand how you can visit or live in a place where they speak a language unfamiliar to you. If I could have one power in the world, it would probably be the ability to speak and understand all languages. The idea is just so mesmerizing.

I've been -attempting- to learn Japanese for the longest time with what feels like such little success. I know that studying abroad will improve my Japanese immeasurably: and even though I know I'm jumping the gun... I feel like I want to study abroad to many other places! Learning other languages... I don't know, I feel like it'd be better to be a master of one, than a jack of all trades...and yettttttt...

I can't wait till the day I'm better at Japanese. Japan has always seemed interesting to me. Perhaps because it seriously is on the other side of the world. The written language in particular always looked beautiful and intricate to me, and the way it is spoken has also always been attractive.

Sometimes I think about other languages I want to take a stab at. Oddly enough, as much as I want to, I can't seem to even consider Chinese. It's frustrating. It's such a logical choice, as it is the NUMBER ONE spoken language in the WORLD. No big deal. But the way it sounds, the difficulty of pronunciation...and then you have the country itself and its politics. But then they have their architecture and their culture and their nature and their history... In many ways, it's beautiful.

I feel like if I learn a second "asian" language it'd be too much. As if I'd be narrowing my language learning experience too much. Even so, I must admit Korean seems rather appealing to me... The way it looks is just so beautiful and mysterious to me: kind of like when I see Japanese I don't understand (happens often enough!)

In fact it is not uncommon for people that learn Japanese to also pick up Korean. Still, I don't know. I feel like I'm getting way ahead of myself.

Also on this imaginary list are languages like French and German. French is a beautiful language and of course the land itself...German runs in my blood, and I'd like to visit someday. Who knows though?

Spanish also feels "necessary" but I find the only thing I like about them is their food. Their culture, in almost all other aspects, doesn't really interest me. 

I hope this all isn't coming off as offensive to people. I'm just tossing thoughts in my head. I guess if I had a bucketlist of languages to "dabble" in....it'd go something like this:

1.English....ACHIEVED

2.Japanese....WIP, yo

3.German....might learn just a bit to get by (a small chance of a semester in college)

4.Chinese....definitely want to check out at some point (maybe a semester in college? Might consider longer)

5.Korean.... might learn some on my own at some point

6.French....want to learn enough to FINALLY be able to pronounce things on menus xD 

7.Spanish...I still don't really want to learn this language!

Yup.